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Chris Brown - How I Feel

I was 15, a Virginia nigga with ambition

Young but I envisioned fucking them bad bitches

Live my life with no regrets

I try to show respect but you don’t give it

I guess you don’t understand winning

It might take me a lifetime to take it back

And it might take you a lifetime to know the facts

Yeah, just cuz we different don’t mean we distant

And if you kill a man ain’t no way to bring him back

Yeah, they say it’s mind over matter

But what we livin’ for, what really matters

Some niggas with silver spoons on a sliver platter

And other niggas is doomed just for disaster

All alone sleepin’ in my bedroom

As I wet the sheets, momma gon’ be dead soon

Cause a man beat her, but he don’t realize

She important to this family like a fuckin’ heirloom

Yeah, a nigga still found his way out

A record deal came, that nigga played out

My momma livin good, she takin’ days out

And sayin’ boy all that hard work paid out

500 racks for an hour show

But ain’t gon ever do no 60 minute interview

Cuz all you wanna do is twist my words up

And all I wanna do is flip my birds up

Kinda tipsy off that red rum murder

I’m a singin’ ass nigga know you heard of

Me, every day my clique stuntin’

Niggas talkin’ down but I’mma make them pick they words up

I done said all I had to say what else

Cock suckers low blowin’ under my belt

Yeah they hangin’ from the tip

They tryna’ get a sip

Don’t let them get a grip I’m pissin’ on them myself

19 a nigga went through a tragedy

3 years a nigga just found a better me

Yeah you might find another lover but you always started with Breezy like the letter “B”

Nightmares feelin’ haunted

Thinkin’ do I really like this star shit?

Because fame ain’t freedom

And this diamond chain only mean they hold you hostage

Now I got a lot of offers

Tellin’ me to wear their clothes and they wanna be my sponsor

But when a nigga fall off again they be like “off him”

And then they gonna smile up in your face just like “awesome”

Great, wait, police and a thug cannot relate

I guess that’s why this war on drugs is the debate

So I’mma keep on livin’ my life from day to day

Learn from my mistakes

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